Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, October 24:
Today is perfect for reflecting on how your life is going and to make little adjustments to tweak it in the right direction. Things are going to get pretty crazy soon and you won't have time to change course.



what the hell is up with these horoscopes?





dear nor nadia natashah binte muhammad noor,
im starting to miss you more and more by the day.
where did it go wrong?.


Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
(remember me this way - casper soundtrack)



how long has it been since we last spoke?
come sit next to me
crack a joke,
reminince(sp) about the past,
tell me whats on your mind
or we could just sit in silence
i dont even care
i just want you by my side

Labels: come and be my friend.

Woo Hoo to ROCKING RIO.
hahahahahahahahahahhaha.




now hush while i silently wish you away~


ignore me.

Labels: abracadabra

i guess i changed my mind. i cant be bothered to start a new blog. too much time and energy.


once again, i hate it when horoscopes turn out to be right.

Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscopefor Monday, October 22:
Something that seems small actually has a profound affect on you, thanks to its hidden meanings that only you really get. Now is the time to rearrange your life in accordance with the new information.


how could they possibly know? i guess its all just a matter of coincidence.


to NNN:
hi. how are you?
i miss you very much.
the only way i get to know about things goin on in your life
is by reading your blog.
are we in a silent rift?
i dont know.
anyways, im happy you finally got your room back.
i've got so much to tell you.
so much that i've kept from everyone
cos im sure only you'd understand.
i miss coffee dates,
endless hours of talking
or just pure silence.
i miss you.
i miss us.
do you miss it too?.



b wrote me a letter. hes so sweet. and i miss him like mad.

this blog has been good. but i gotta go away now. i got to start a new.
just to get away from you.


i cant wait for friday. besides it being the eve of hari raya, i get to see b!
as long as the army doesnt screw up his book out timing.
lovely.





hey love, let me go.

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Labels: wouldnt it be nice.

it wasnt meant for you.





this is freaky. so weirdly true.

Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscopefor Wednesday, October 4:
Don't be too worried if you find that you're feeling a bit disgruntled with your friends or family -- it's just the accumulation of tiny stresses. It'll all blow over pretty quickly, but for now try to lie low.




b called twice last night. i missed both calls.
and merely seconds ago, he just called to say.
'hey b.. i called last night to tell you i had a really nice dream.. i dreamt that i went out with you and we had a really good time... yeah. thats all i wanted to say.. anyways i gotta go now. i just called to tell you that.'
how fucking sweet can you get?





im meeting someone for buke later. heh heh heh. i would put your name here. but it'll only bring unnecessary explanations to myself. self centered i know. but you know who you are. and they dont need to know who you are. haha. sorry love. i cant wait to see you too. we've got alot alot alot to catch up on! hee.




Happy birthday to you. i hope your day turns out to be a meaningful one. spent with the friend who dont desert you like i did. i dont know if i should be sorry. but knowing me, i am truely sorry. and the feeling inside just wont go away.
i saw you. i wanted to run to you. i wanted to hug you. i wanted to be held by you. but they stopped me. it was only right. i shouldn't do that. it wouldn't be right. i guess i still miss you. i guess im not over you.



people should learn the magic of highlighting what they read. they can see alot more by doing so. try it. it wouldnt hurt to try. :)




i wonder how long i'd stay in this state of not knowing.

Labels: she listens like spring and she talks like june.

oh boy.this is gonna be along one.


Jojo- Beautiful girls
I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah
I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that
I would be your baby (beyour baby)

You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that
we have fun together (funtogether)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want noconfusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall inlove (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lastsforever (lasts forever)

I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've knownbetter (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls(you should have known)
We're only gonna do yourdirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over







floptops on roof tops.



i miss bestie. i feel so helpless.
i wanna tell you so many things,
but i know you've got so much on your plate as it is.
im so sorry.
i wish there was something i could do.
i wanna see you this sunday.
but im terrified of your mother.
i love you i miss you i cant wait to see you.


thats a secret that no one's suppose to know.


so anyways.
i dont know what i was thinking but i asked if you'd wanna meet up for buke.
guess what? i changed my mind.
i dont wana meet you.


i asked how you were cos i cared.
but i guess you dont need me.
after all, its never me you look for.
then again, i know better than to look for you too.
so whatever.
thats the way it's always been.
thats the way things are gonna stay.
i still love and care for you.
and i know its the same for you to me.
thats enough.






oh and last but not least.
good bye to you.
we're better off without.
and jojo said it all~

Labels: i miss the boy who can fly.

++15th december 1988
++i am small.

Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, October 24:
Today is perfect for reflecting on how your life is going and to make little adjustments to tweak it in the right direction. Things are going to get pretty crazy soon and you won't have time to change course.



what the hell is up with these horoscopes?





dear nor nadia natashah binte muhammad noor,
im starting to miss you more and more by the day.
where did it go wrong?.


Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
(remember me this way - casper soundtrack)



how long has it been since we last spoke?
come sit next to me
crack a joke,
reminince(sp) about the past,
tell me whats on your mind
or we could just sit in silence
i dont even care
i just want you by my side

Labels: come and be my friend.

Woo Hoo to ROCKING RIO.
hahahahahahahahahahhaha.




now hush while i silently wish you away~


ignore me.

Labels: abracadabra

i guess i changed my mind. i cant be bothered to start a new blog. too much time and energy.


once again, i hate it when horoscopes turn out to be right.

Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscopefor Monday, October 22:
Something that seems small actually has a profound affect on you, thanks to its hidden meanings that only you really get. Now is the time to rearrange your life in accordance with the new information.


how could they possibly know? i guess its all just a matter of coincidence.


to NNN:
hi. how are you?
i miss you very much.
the only way i get to know about things goin on in your life
is by reading your blog.
are we in a silent rift?
i dont know.
anyways, im happy you finally got your room back.
i've got so much to tell you.
so much that i've kept from everyone
cos im sure only you'd understand.
i miss coffee dates,
endless hours of talking
or just pure silence.
i miss you.
i miss us.
do you miss it too?.



b wrote me a letter. hes so sweet. and i miss him like mad.

this blog has been good. but i gotta go away now. i got to start a new.
just to get away from you.


i cant wait for friday. besides it being the eve of hari raya, i get to see b!
as long as the army doesnt screw up his book out timing.
lovely.





hey love, let me go.

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Labels: wouldnt it be nice.

it wasnt meant for you.





this is freaky. so weirdly true.

Dear shiela,
Here is your horoscopefor Wednesday, October 4:
Don't be too worried if you find that you're feeling a bit disgruntled with your friends or family -- it's just the accumulation of tiny stresses. It'll all blow over pretty quickly, but for now try to lie low.




b called twice last night. i missed both calls.
and merely seconds ago, he just called to say.
'hey b.. i called last night to tell you i had a really nice dream.. i dreamt that i went out with you and we had a really good time... yeah. thats all i wanted to say.. anyways i gotta go now. i just called to tell you that.'
how fucking sweet can you get?





im meeting someone for buke later. heh heh heh. i would put your name here. but it'll only bring unnecessary explanations to myself. self centered i know. but you know who you are. and they dont need to know who you are. haha. sorry love. i cant wait to see you too. we've got alot alot alot to catch up on! hee.




Happy birthday to you. i hope your day turns out to be a meaningful one. spent with the friend who dont desert you like i did. i dont know if i should be sorry. but knowing me, i am truely sorry. and the feeling inside just wont go away.
i saw you. i wanted to run to you. i wanted to hug you. i wanted to be held by you. but they stopped me. it was only right. i shouldn't do that. it wouldn't be right. i guess i still miss you. i guess im not over you.



people should learn the magic of highlighting what they read. they can see alot more by doing so. try it. it wouldnt hurt to try. :)




i wonder how long i'd stay in this state of not knowing.

Labels: she listens like spring and she talks like june.

oh boy.this is gonna be along one.


Jojo- Beautiful girls
I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah
I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that
I would be your baby (beyour baby)

You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that
we have fun together (funtogether)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want noconfusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall inlove (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lastsforever (lasts forever)

I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've knownbetter (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls(you should have known)
We're only gonna do yourdirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over







floptops on roof tops.



i miss bestie. i feel so helpless.
i wanna tell you so many things,
but i know you've got so much on your plate as it is.
im so sorry.
i wish there was something i could do.
i wanna see you this sunday.
but im terrified of your mother.
i love you i miss you i cant wait to see you.


thats a secret that no one's suppose to know.


so anyways.
i dont know what i was thinking but i asked if you'd wanna meet up for buke.
guess what? i changed my mind.
i dont wana meet you.


i asked how you were cos i cared.
but i guess you dont need me.
after all, its never me you look for.
then again, i know better than to look for you too.
so whatever.
thats the way it's always been.
thats the way things are gonna stay.
i still love and care for you.
and i know its the same for you to me.
thats enough.






oh and last but not least.
good bye to you.
we're better off without.
and jojo said it all~

Labels: i miss the boy who can fly.

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